Did that just happen?

Like seriously, was it real? Did it really happen? Am I just dreaming? Please tell me that I'm not dreaming. I don't want it to be a dream. I want it to be true. It has to be true. I need it to be true. Please?
It was so wonderful. Can I go back? Feel it all over? In slow-motion? Again? Do it just one more time? Just a single one?
I probably screwed it all up. And it was raining so bad that I couldn't tell if it was water or snot running from my nose. What if it was snot? What if it got inside his mouth? I feel so sorry for him...
And the way my heart started beating as he moved closer. Like, I'm telling you, I was sure I was going to die when there was like only a inch left between our lips..
Oh, listen to how sweet it sounds: our lips .. <3 together <33 .. <33333
When it happened it just felt like such a long moment, but when his phone rang and he needed to move away, it only felt like a split second. And then he looked me in the eyes for another split second before he turned around and walked away like nothing was happened.. Oh, those eyes.. <3
At my way home I was walking while pinching myself just be sure that I wasn't dreaming. I'm still not convinced..